11-02-2005, 05:25 AM
that really sucks
I had my cousin go into the hospital witha stomache ache and he died
my bro-in-law went into the hospital with a cut that got infected and died
one of my best friends started doing drugs and died. two of my friends got into seperate auto accidents and are paraplegics. my uncle got cancer and died. my other uncle had a heart attack. my girlfriends brother and friend of ours drowned. on top of my four granparents dying. I feel like I have been through Hell and back. my heart has been crushed and stomped on so many times. I don\'t post about these things on the boards, but that pretty much sums up the past 10 years for me.
all I can say is it is a part of life and I can still think about the times I have spent with all of those people and somehow it makes me smile.
what doesn\'t kill you makes you stronger...I guess. the pain never goes away, you just get used to it.
I had my cousin go into the hospital witha stomache ache and he died
my bro-in-law went into the hospital with a cut that got infected and died
one of my best friends started doing drugs and died. two of my friends got into seperate auto accidents and are paraplegics. my uncle got cancer and died. my other uncle had a heart attack. my girlfriends brother and friend of ours drowned. on top of my four granparents dying. I feel like I have been through Hell and back. my heart has been crushed and stomped on so many times. I don\'t post about these things on the boards, but that pretty much sums up the past 10 years for me.
all I can say is it is a part of life and I can still think about the times I have spent with all of those people and somehow it makes me smile.
what doesn\'t kill you makes you stronger...I guess. the pain never goes away, you just get used to it.