12-22-2008, 04:05 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-22-2008, 04:12 AM by imperialhockmaster.)
Well i can tell you this bro, you may hurt now but if you take your own life everyone who loves you will hurt 10 fold, i know its tuff to lose a girl you deeply care for, but its not worth it, trust me, i had one of my best friends take his life a few months ago over his ol lady, and ill tell ya man i cant imagine what his family is still going thru, i even being a 34 yr old tuff guy find myself weeping everytime i see something that reminds me of him, i definately cant drink without crying like a babie and cursing him, it still hurts man, i havent accepted it yet, so the answer is never suicide bro. There are plenty of women out there my man, in fact the ratio is said to be at least 3 to 1, i myself lost a girl i deeply loved twice, i still love her, we were together for over 3 yrs and she decided stripping was more important, i gave a choice to quit or i would leave and as much as it hurt me she chose stripping, she only had a few months in striping and the money was coming in thick and fast, she got cought up in the lifestyle and i couldnt deal with the lies or her change, so thats why i made the choice to leave, but im telling you i never got over it, i felt like ending my life many times, but i didnt, intstead i kept my friends close and went out all the time, met many women and even got married eventually, but i still held those feelings for her! Guess what, its been 8 yrs, and shes has found me, she still loves me and wants to get to know me again, i couldnt be happier, she has opened up to me, apologized and even expressed what a mistake she made, well im not throwing myself at her but im definately taking the time to get to know her again on a serious level, the whole point im making is that it always gets better and there will always be happiness and love out there again somewhere, she may have not been the one bro, or it may not be the time, hell she could come around and you would have her back again, give life without her a chance, you will see its not so bad brother, cry if you must, let it out, just dont let it eat you alive, for there is only one chance at this thing we call life and a girl isnt worth your only shot, get with your friends, your family, do things you couldnt do with her, stay as busy as you can, and never give her the slightest idea your hurting, just cut her off 100%. I hope you will not do some dumb shit man, take my advice bro, there are many people who care way to much about you, if you were to live all this time just to end up a suicide statistic, think about that, you worth more then a number on a piece of paper, you have passions, interests, friends, family, we are all here for you bro, and your worth alot more than you think, she doesnt make you who you are, you do, you were looking for a girlfriend when you found her, keep your head up bro and take it easy, i hope you can have a great X-mas still and you take the time to heal over this, lifes full of ups and downs and the road gets bumpy sometime but there is always a smooth road along the way, keep looking for it, you will find it!!!