09-05-2007, 11:00 AM
Thanks you guys.I never had anyone pass away that I was close to,so this strikes me hard.I feel like a part of me is gone and will never come back.Having to put your deceased friend in a case to go to a crematorium is emotionally one of the toughest things I ever did.
I have a ritual called \\\"terminator\\\". I crouch in the shower in the \\\"naked terminator\\\" pose. With eyes closed I crouch for a minute and visualize either Arnie or the guy from the 2nd movie. I then start to hum the T2 theme. Slowly I rise to a standing position and open my eyes. It helps me get through my day. The only problem is if the shower curtain sticks to my terminator leg. It sorta ruins the fantasy.
