09-05-2007, 05:55 PM
Thanks mike,Dave and Shummy.I am taking comfort in knowing that he went peacefully.But what also softened it a little was that when my dad brought him back in after he had to pee,Sjakie looked me straight in the eyes,and I saw that he knew what was going to happen,and that he felt ready.I know dogs can't talk,but when he looked at me with those big brown eyes,I knew exactly what was in his mind.Moments before he went,he gave me one final wink.Man I'm getting all emotional here,heh.
I have a ritual called \\\"terminator\\\". I crouch in the shower in the \\\"naked terminator\\\" pose. With eyes closed I crouch for a minute and visualize either Arnie or the guy from the 2nd movie. I then start to hum the T2 theme. Slowly I rise to a standing position and open my eyes. It helps me get through my day. The only problem is if the shower curtain sticks to my terminator leg. It sorta ruins the fantasy.