10-15-2008, 05:31 PM
(This post was last modified: 10-15-2008, 05:38 PM by imperialhockmaster.)
<!--quoteo(post=280300:date=Oct 15 2008, 07:12 AM:name=Hellbilly1965)<div class=\'quotetop\'>QUOTE(Hellbilly1965 @ Oct 15 2008, 07:12 AM) <a href=\"index.php?act=findpost&pid=280300\"><{POST_SNAPBACK}></a></div><div class=\'quotemain\'><!--quotecyou asked for advice?to start with i did read your post.Heres my advice to you..1- Nothing good ever comes from drinking, ever hear ANYONE say "drinking is the best thing that ever happened to me"?2- Leave the 2$ whores where they belong, on the street corner. ( you cant turn a whore into a house wife).3- The guy attempted to commit MURDER... scumbag!4- you said he was in your top 5?, well you have four left... 4 outta 5 aint bad..5- why would you post something like this about someone you say you cared about? strange...what have you learned from your "friends" tragic ending?and no i wont pat you on the back or hand you a hanky, thats not what you need..D.<!--QuoteEnd</div><!--QuoteEEnd Thanx guys for all the support, and for hellbilly, first of all my friend wasnt a scumbag, and his wife wasnt a $2 whore, its funny i ask for advise or similar situations anyone might have, and you got opinions, i didnt ask for opinion, i know what he did was wrong, no shit, but it doesnt change the way he lived his life, sometimes things can spiral out of control, ive even been in his situation, all i needed to do was pull the trigger and i too would not be here, he helped me thru my divorce and checked on me everyday till i was right in the head again, he was a loving father, an excellent hunter, very skilled hard worker, his wife wasnt a whore, they were very open in there relationship, not a jealous bone in his or her body, just plain cool people, and why would i post something like this about someone i cared so much about you ask, well because i am hurting inside, ive seen how people come together hear and offer great advise and just willing to listen and off condolences, i havent but a handful of friends i even talk to on a personal level, so i was hoping to relieve some of the pain by hearing what people had to say about my situation, and yea i wasnt born yesterday bro i know alchohol isnt the answer, i mean look where it got my buddy, and thats what bothers me is i know him, he was decient and would never hurt anyone, he just wasnt himself, depression is a motherfucker, and can eat away at your soul till eventually all thats left is pain and thoughts of what has brought you to this point, your desensitized and even mentaly unstable, its an actual condition bro, he was sick, not a scumbag, and yes your right i do have 4 more close friends, but a unique relationship with each one, dave was my hunting partner, its hunting season now, he was my drinking buddy, and right no i really want a drink, regardless man what he done doesnt change who he was before this happend, and ofcourse im glad he didnt hit the guy, to be honest dave was a sure shot, a fucking marksman, now he may have missed because he was intoxicated, but as careless and dumb as it is to play with guns when your drinking, we did it often, we would buy a shit load of ammo for both our hand guns and shotguns, set up targets, and about once or twice a month just drink and unload rounds, he always kicked my ass, drunk or not he was still a damn good shot, so not sure he was shooting to kill, but more trying to get a reaction for all the pain he felt, and being intoxicated messed with his judgement, he didnt come to his senses till it was to late, i see where you might think why would someone tell so many strangers about this on a forum, sure its odd, but no odder then people crying over thier girlfriends and looking for compassion and friendship here on the forum, Dave would have done the same thing had he went thru this with me, im really messed up over this and respect all my friends here on the forum and would be more then happy to offer some kind words for any situation they might share with us here on the forum, so anyway sorry guys im just really upset, still a whole hunting season to go, and ill be doing it with someone else now, i never imagined something like this would happen, its a real shocker, so please no harsh opinions about dave, and thanx again for being there guys... and one more thing Mr hellbilly, i dont want you to pat me on my back, or hand me a hanky, and what ive learned from this is your an asshole, and really have no idea what its like to lose a close friend, and if you do your the strange one for not feeling my pain for the loss of my friend but rather judging myself and him, what makes you so much better bro, and what kinda person calls a guys friend he just lost a scumbag and his wife a $2 whore, your the fucking scumbag, dont fucking give your opinion unless it was asked for, SORRY GUYS BUT COME ON, WHAT KINDA ASSHOLE SAYS THOSE THINGS? i started this topic to find some kind of relief, in any way i can get it, and all of you have made me smile and realize how many caring people there are, even on a horror related forum, thats whats so great about NIGHTOWL, but i guess even here theres bound to be an ass in the mix, thanx again guys for your kind words