12-22-2008, 07:56 PM
Dude. If you're contemplating ending your life.. PLEASE don't look to ANY groups for help.. you should call the Suicide Prevention Hotline at 1-800-SUICIDE (1-800-784-2433).People there are trained to handle situations like this and are more qualified to help you out! Don't get me wrong, the people here are great and ALL have good advice.. but if you'reseriously thinking of putting a gun to your head.. that's a bit more for the professionals. Keep reading these words of advice here and hopefully they will provide some comfort.. butcall someone before you do something you can't take back. I've been there myself and have more than my share of loss over the year.. and more than once thought about how easierit would be to pull a trigger and be done with it. Luckily, I have a family that loves me and realized that the hurt eventually goes away. Some times it goes away on it's own.. and other timesit's replaced by someone else for you to love. I totally understand that nothing anyone is saying now will make a difference and doesn't make the hurt go away.. but you have to trust in somethingthat isn't easy. Like people have been saying, things happen for a reason and there will be someone else that comes into your life for you to love.. trust the people that have been there.Just don't do anything that you'll regret and can't take back later... There are people trained out there for this and also care about you! Trust them if you have to... I won't go through any more cliches... just know that there are people out there that care about you and NEED you.. don't let them down. Take it easy and write here as often as you want! Let us know what's going on!!Take care man!DaveChainsaw9