12-24-2008, 09:56 PM
my kids are witht heir mom i am home with the love of my life spending our last christmas together and i am still in shock that this is happening i am a total mess and cannot see past this at all i am heart broken and afraid of the unknown i cannot seem to man up for my kids and i am going to have less income to support them i fucked this 1 up but she shouldnt be cheating on me but i accept even though she doesnt admit i am at a total loss this is a bad christmas