11-18-2009, 08:48 PM
Nothing I can say will help your pain. I have been there and I would not wish it on my worst enemy. It is truely a terrible thing. Like a previous post stated, try to focus on anything positive you can. I know it is easier said then done but that is all you can do. You sound like a great person which reflects greatly on your Mom and her up bringing of you as a person. Please remain positive in all your actions as that is what I am sure your mother would want. My heart goes out to you my friend.