11-20-2009, 10:09 PM
Hang in there man.. and remember, getting "past" this is not being unfaithful to your mom, it honors what she probably would have wanted. It's kinda' common to feel guilt over laughing at little jokes or whatnot, or when you first notice that you've actually stopped crying, or haven't thought about her in five minutes... That guilt is simply not justified. Sometimes ending the crying feels as bad as what caused you to start it, but it has to happen that way. It's just how healing works and stuff.I wish you lots of strength to get you through the rest of this.