Well, whoop'd doo. Just found out my girlfriend of 4 years has been seeing some other guy. Don't know why I'm writing this here, I don't know a whole lot about you guys, but I really don't have too many friends, and I just need to tell someone... She was actually my fiance, we've been engaged for awhile. About two weeks ago when she told me she "wanted to be friends for now because [she] I don't know what I want." That was hard enough, but today, I went to her house to get Bailey ("her" dog; I take care of most of the time, so I consider him mine) while she and her mother went out of town for today. She either wanted me to find these photos or she's just an idiot, because there was an album laying right where Bailey's food/medicine/toys were. I opened it up and sure enough there were pictures of her and some other guy making out throughout the pages... My heart sank. I didn't know what to do; I still don't. I was so ready to marry this chick, and I thought I could trust her... Never throughout our relationship did she give any hint that she would be a cheater. It's like I was her whole world and she was mine. She also has a myspace that is set to private which I've never seen. (I don't use myspace, so again, I didn't think anything about it, just thought it was a place for her and her friends and I never asked her about it) I figured the pictures I found warranted me to get on her computer- thankfully, she was still logged in and I went through her comments- sure enough she was talking to this guy in the pictures (as well as a few other "gentlemen"). I called her out about it- she won't give me straight answers, so I just told her to have fun with her new boyfriends and to stay the hell away from me. I just don't know what to do... I still love her but I know I shouldn't because of what she did. I could never take her back because that trust we had is dead. I don't even know if she cares...This just sucks... I can't stop crying, and I just want to forget about all of this, but I can't. I think I'll remain single for the rest of my life. I'm starting to think "true love" does not exist. <img src=\"http://forums.NIGHTOWLpro.com/style_emoticons/<#EMO_DIR#>/down.gif\" style=\"vertical-align:middle\" emoid=\":down:\" border=\"0\" alt=\"down.gif\" /> <img src=\"http://forums.NIGHTOWLpro.com/style_emoticons/<#EMO_DIR#>/sad.gif\" style=\"vertical-align:middle\" emoid=\"
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